I'm in a funk yall. I'm not sure if you have noticed I have been sort of quiet on the blog... I think I am possibly on the verge of a mental breakdown. I am anxious, nervous, jittery, can't concentrate, can't finish tasks and I have this nagging feeling like I am forgetting something. Basically I feel overwhelmed and lost.
I'm not looking for a pity party. I just need to get my feelings out. I am starting to feel overwhelmed with blogs and all that is "IN" right now. How if you don't "discover" something first you are just a follower of a trend. I am jealous of the bloggers and Etsy sellers who have made it big and able to quit their day jobs to peruse their passion. I feel like a little fish in a big sea. I know this is a direct relation of them putting the time and effort and patience into their craft (whatever it may be). I am jealous of the people who are able to stay at home with children (or no children) who have stability in their lives and have nothing to lose when they start their side projects or small businesses.
I feel like I have so many ideas that it paralyzes me. I start something and then think of the other 5 million things that I could be doing that would be just as great-IF NOT BETTER. I don't even know where to start in trying to create my own business but I know if I COULD start it I would make it AMAZING. I mean, I don't even know what my business would be... A jewelry, paper goods, screen printing, graphic design, wedding planning, all around Empire of Awesome?
Damn you
ADD. You will be the death of me.
Am I the only one who ever feels this way?! I hate it. I hate feeling jealous and lost.
I really miss my
mom and wish she was here to give me advice.
I am trying to work through these feelings. I think a lot of sister/friend/family time will help. A 6 pack of beer and a front porch will too.
I may or may not pop in tomorrow or not. If not, I hope you all have a wonderful weekend.
